It hurts my pride to even say it... It's pretty hard to play it off as being just a normal 20-something year old that likes to hang out and do normal things when you're headed to something as nerdy and decidedly grown-up as a national gathering of scientists and researchers. Worse yet - dare I say?! - I'm rather excited about it! Ugh.
Self-esteem issues aside, I was still struggling with the issue of being old. So in an attempt to fend off an inevitable onslaught of my-life-is-almost-over depression, I decided I would do what I could to turn the trip into an adventure. Because while it's true that there are difficult and even disparaging things about being a grown up - bills, real responsibilities, societal expectations, etc - there's also a bit of freedom. The greatest adventurers in history have all been adults - Louis and Clark, Marco Polo, Neil Armstrong, Buzz Lightyear... They were all well into (or even past) their prime. And so, armed with nothing but 3 detailed Google map printouts, a phone with GPS/camera capabilities, a credit card, and a laptop in case of emergencies, I followed in the footsteps of the legends of old, stepping into the great unknown waiting beyond the doors of the Chicago - Midway Airport.
To be continued...
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